Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Trying to Stay FOCUSED

One of the hardest things for me to when it comes to writing lately is to stay focused. Part of the problem is that I have trouble believing that what I am writing will find a paying outlet. Not that this is my primary reason for writing, but I have to put a certain amount of effort into things I know for sure will bring in money so I can pay my bills. Unfortunately, when I do creative writing I am essentially taking a big risk that, in all likelihood, at least according to past performance, I will not make any money on whatever it is I am writing. This has the effect of causing me to procrastinate, to start more projects than I finish, to work on something for only a few minutes at a time rather than hours, and to just go for days at a time without working on anything creative.

As it is now, I am trying to write to pieces of fiction: a story called "Love and Death in the Time of Thunder," which is a story I think it really cool and could lead into a whole series, and what started out as a story that may wind up as a novella or even a novel, which I am tenatively calling "Imeweus" for "I, Me, We, Us." This is a story that may get more philosophical and deep than much of what I've written in the past, so I am keen on continuing it. I am trying to stay focused!

Friday, July 26, 2013

Taking a So-So Short Story and Making It Awesome

A while ago I wrote a short story called "Imitation Joe" that really didn't come off very well. I essentially had half an idea, that an alien gelatinous creature essentially devours a man and then recreates that man, including all his memories and emotions and mannerisms, etc. Sort of an extreme version of a Turing Test: given that everything about this man was the same as it had been before being devoured, was he the same man? Or had the original version of himself died and was this merely a copy, an imitation? Sort of like the argument behind the transporters on Star Trek: do they kill the person each time they transport him or her, and is the person who is assembled at the destination merely a copy of the original?

And if so, does it matter?

So, I had this half-an-idea and suddenly decided to really flesh it out and extend it beyond the original story. I am now turning it into what I suspect will be a novella, or maybe even the beginnings of a novel, which I am calling "I, Me, We, Us" or maybe something like "Imeweus" to give it a less obvious title...

The concept here is that the alien entity winds up combining it's "self" with the "self" of the human, breaking down and then reconstructing everything about the human, who experiences every moment of the process - or seems to; I intend to make that rather vague - so there is a clear continuation of "self" during the metamorphosis into the alien/human hybrid...or perhaps a better word is the alien version of the human.

There's more to it, as well. The gelatinous alien is a single entity split into essentially an infinite number of shards that then merge with other life-forms, absorbing their identities and experiences, and if/when these re-merge with other shards, the experiences are shared, so the main characters also have memories of aliens who were absorbed, even entire species who were absorbed by the alien entity.

The alien entity is also possibly the first actual intelligence to have emerged in the universe, on the first habitable planet that the universe created.

It's a fun idea that I've decided to take as far as my imagination will let me!

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Reset!

I've been taking a class this summer, which ends on Friday. I plan to get to writing later that day. Not sure what to work on...my YA sci-fi novels needs to be rewritten, as does the short story "Imitation Joe" I wrote last year. I also several unfinished projects to write and some new stories I want to write. Need to get back to having a writing schedule!!